Timing

I was thinking last night about how when I wanted an entry level job drafting, I journalled that I would get one. Once I got it, I settled and stopped journalling about anything, forgot about the bigger picture. Then when I wanted to start up my own firm, I journalled a strategy for it months before there was any possibility of it. Then it happened, and once more, I settled, got stuck in the weeds of it, and forgot the big picture.

The cycle repeats over and over and over. I make a huge change then completely forget I’m able to. I wonder if this is just the natural timing of things or if I can just keep asking again and again and speed the whole thing up a bit?